Please STOP….Just STOP!!
Stop blaming my therapist, stop telling me that everyone else you know has gotten over it, and STOP denying that you didn’t do anything WHEN I told you at the age of 11. I did tell you, and you told me not to tell Daddy, because he would never let me play over there again….guess I should’ve told Daddy. I didn’t need to be playing over there at all. My therapist is HELPING…not having your support is NOT. STOP comparing me to everyone else. Maybe if I had the opportunity to heal a LONG TIME AGO, I would be a little better now, but I didn’t. This just came out. I am only beginning to heal, and your support would help the process progress. I guess I am going to have to figure this out without you. You’ve always been there for me, or so I thought. I guess it’s time to grow up, try things on my own.
Stop blaming my therapist, stop telling me that everyone else you know has gotten over it, and STOP denying that you didn’t do anything WHEN I told you at the age of 11. I did tell you, and you told me not to tell Daddy, because he would never let me play over there again….guess I should’ve told Daddy. I didn’t need to be playing over there at all. My therapist is HELPING…not having your support is NOT. STOP comparing me to everyone else. Maybe if I had the opportunity to heal a LONG TIME AGO, I would be a little better now, but I didn’t. This just came out. I am only beginning to heal, and your support would help the process progress. I guess I am going to have to figure this out without you. You’ve always been there for me, or so I thought. I guess it’s time to grow up, try things on my own.
